i cant believe i have a 14yr old sometimes,,it feels like yesterday i was holding him after he was born and just in awe of how beautiful and amazing he was,,now im just in awe i have such an amazing kid. He's in 9th grade has a 4.0 gpa, plays baseball, loves his friends (and the girls but he wont admit that to me) and loves his family. He is by far the best thing that ever happened to me,,lets just say my life before him wasnt on the best path ever i mean i wasnt a druggie or hooker or anything but i wasnt the best person either, but the sec i looked into his eyes my whole life made sense,,,i was meant to be his mommie and he was meant to be my angel my savior.
As the years have gone bye i have loved watching him grow into the young man he is so loving, caring, helpful and never gives us trouble,,,i dunno how i got such an amazing kid god def blessed me and his daddy big time. It hit me yesterday that in 4 or so years my role of mommy and provider will drastically change,,he will be spreading his wings and going out into the world to find is own way and while i know whatever he does i wi be proud it kinda hurts that it will be over,,,ive loved every sec of being his mom and while i look foreward to watching ever sec of his adult life unfold i cant help but think of the first time i met him June 30th and looked into those eyes and fell inlove with my babyboy. *sigh* i guess u can say i have the 14yr old blues.
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